So I am growin up.....

I have really been aware of how grown up I am lately. I mean really....grown up.

I have a job where I am responsible for 62 people's mental health. Yep Grown up

David and I are talking about marriage and he may have asked my dad if he could marry me. Yeah signs pointing to grown up.

David and I are in the process of looking at houses to buy. MAJOR GROWN UP

AND I am pretty much having to take care of both of my parents at this point (mentally mostly). Wish I wasn't having to be this grown up.

I know y'all have to be hearing me on this though. We are grown.

Coming to terms that I am actually getting married was a big thing. For a very long time I didn't think I wanted to get married. Or have children. But.....please get your trash can to vom in......when I got serious with David that all changed. I am still having trouble wrapping my head around how big of a responsibility marriage is and how definite it is. I am coping well though.

Overall everything is great. My supervisor is on maternity leave now and we have a new supervisor that is making GREAT changes for the program. I also applied for a new position so I will have to let y'all know how that goes. I have a sense of peace about my job that I have not had in a long time. Maybe it has to do with my boss being out......I am much happier though.