So.. Big development in the Smagerton or Smaglie (any other suggestions accepted) relationship. He. Is. Moving. In. This. Weekend. OMG LOL ROFL BBQ.
So of course, like any other woman, I have been picking fights. Don't get me wrong, I am REALLY excited that he is moving in. I actually was the one to push for it a few months ago. But now that it is here, I am a little nervous. So this weekend when he said "Hey baby" instead of "Hey babe" I took that as the obvious "I want to break up with you" and I acted accordingly.
D: "Hey babe"
M.:" Oh...so do you don't want to move in?"
D: "What? No..I was saying hey"
M: "No...I heard you loud and clear...you want to break up with me."
Yes....this is a dramatic interpretation of the weekend, but that is about the gist of crazy.
I am very lucky that David loves me so much and understands when I am being a bit irrational. For those non counselors out there....look up borderling personality disorder and that's how I feel sometimes. Minus the self harm
I am really excited though. I am so lucky to have him and his family too. It helps that they love me. His very catholic mother even seemed a bit excited the last time I was over at their house. EXCITED! Not just accepting that her son is going to be living in sin, but she was excited (a bit).
I got it goin on with love.
Also,
I was told today that I would start going to the other Day Treatment program now to "clean up" a bit over there. The other Day Treatment therapist is moving so they want me to go over there and gets things together clinically. Which is a great compliment to me. Also, the staff is a bit abrasive over there so I am sent in to calm the troops down a bit. One good thing is my favorite co worker is over there so I get to see a lot more of her. Bad thing is, I am REALLY annoyed by the other staff. She is very unprofressional and actually tried to second guess my clinical judegement in staffing the other day.
I wanted to say. "Well, I guess I wasted tens of thousands of dollars going to school if you know more than I do about diagnosing someone." Sheesh
So this will be a great opportunity to work on my leadership skills as well.
Needless to say, I am really excited.
I will keep everyone informed. AND sorry about the email notifications. I thought I turned it off and have done everything TO turn it off but it's not working. This blog thing is out to get me.
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