Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Ch Ch ch CHANGES.....

So.. Big development in the Smagerton or Smaglie (any other suggestions accepted) relationship. He. Is. Moving. In. This. Weekend. OMG LOL ROFL BBQ.
So of course, like any other woman, I have been picking fights. Don't get me wrong, I am REALLY excited that he is moving in. I actually was the one to push for it a few months ago. But now that it is here, I am a little nervous. So this weekend when he said "Hey baby" instead of "Hey babe" I took that as the obvious "I want to break up with you" and I acted accordingly.
D: "Hey babe"
M.:" Oh...so do you don't want to move in?"
D: "What? No..I was saying hey"
M: "No...I heard you loud and clear...you want to break up with me."
Yes....this is a dramatic interpretation of the weekend, but that is about the gist of crazy.
I am very lucky that David loves me so much and understands when I am being a bit irrational. For those non counselors out there....look up borderling personality disorder and that's how I feel sometimes. Minus the self harm

I am really excited though. I am so lucky to have him and his family too. It helps that they love me. His very catholic mother even seemed a bit excited the last time I was over at their house. EXCITED! Not just accepting that her son is going to be living in sin, but she was excited (a bit).
I got it goin on with love.

Also,
I was told today that I would start going to the other Day Treatment program now to "clean up" a bit over there. The other Day Treatment therapist is moving so they want me to go over there and gets things together clinically. Which is a great compliment to me. Also, the staff is a bit abrasive over there so I am sent in to calm the troops down a bit. One good thing is my favorite co worker is over there so I get to see a lot more of her. Bad thing is, I am REALLY annoyed by the other staff. She is very unprofressional and actually tried to second guess my clinical judegement in staffing the other day.
I wanted to say. "Well, I guess I wasted tens of thousands of dollars going to school if you know more than I do about diagnosing someone." Sheesh
So this will be a great opportunity to work on my leadership skills as well.
Needless to say, I am really excited.
I will keep everyone informed. AND sorry about the email notifications. I thought I turned it off and have done everything TO turn it off but it's not working. This blog thing is out to get me.

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